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It has been several
weeks since I made the decision to move completely into
my calling and I am watching my savings dwindle rapidly
to my monthly overhead. I am nervous about this and growing
concerned for a source of income. I felt a bit like Abraham,
cutting a deal with God, when I first accepted this vision
for the Sixty-six paintings. I would do it if He opened
the doors. After all, this Project cost is estimated well
beyond $12,000,000 and here I am just wondering how I am
going to make it financially to next month. That was basically
the deal. I was more than willing to dedicate my life to
this effort - gladly - however much of it is beyond my ability
and I need His help. So I am making this deal with God,
and I am thinking about Abraham dealing for the sparing
of Sodom. Now we know that Abraham was never in control
of his deals with God (such as Sodom,
Gen 18:25-33 ) and
I am sure that God completely directed my little negotiation
as a setup for a way to reveal His awesome Glory. Yet, here
I am (again) wondering what I am going to do to get an income
and still be dedicated 100% to the Project's completion.
I hear from some to wait on the Lord. Here I am at the 'eleventh
hour" and I am considering taking a position at the
Art Institute of Southern California - they still have an
opening for me for the semester about to start...
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