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The last couple
days I have been deeply depressed with anxiety and panic
attacks - not good. I feel better today.
The show is hitting set
back after setback - and though I started 2 months earlier
with the planning and arrangements of responsibilities -
well, there are set backs that find me having to be out
of the studio and taking on those responsibilities myself
- I was hoping this would not occur. It is appearing to
me that there are going to be several last minute arrivals
of things that shouldn't be last minute (this really aggravates
me). I have had to participate in all the extra curricular
show preparation including the Not for Profit company start
up procedures and the show promotional and space set-up
-- I have actually missed over three weeks of painting and
will have fewer paintings for sale at the show as a result.
I am going to try to make up for this with one more small
"Appendix" show planned for late December.
I
am on the verge of collapse - emotionally, and physically
- too much stress leading up to my show (which is in 23
days - I am short 15 paintings - and behind on invitations,
support web site, starting the non- profit that is co-sponsoring
the show (cart before the horse), show promo - video and
stills, framing,,,
It is best for me to give
up expectation and go back to the original and unelaborated
plan - to hang some art and invite some people.
K.I.S.S
September continued - Train Tracks... >>9.7
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